839 Do You Want to Continue Giving Me Flowers?
“I heard you say that Lu Guo and Mrs. Lu have been arrested?” Zheng Wan’s voice was not very pleasant to hear. The fire had taken away her daughter and her blissful life. It had also taken away her bright and pleasant voice. Her voice was a little hoa.r.s.e, but her tone was filled with a gentleness engraved in her bones. It made people ignore her voice and only listen to her quietly. “When will they be sentenced? I want to watch it.”
Lu Feng’s entire body was trembling. He did not expect Zheng Wan to be able to discuss things with him in such a calm manner. That made his heart ache and bitter, but he could not help but feel a little lucky.
“Sure.” Lu Feng quickly agreed and said in a low voice, “I’ll pick you up then. We’ll go together.”
“Okay,” Zheng Wan replied and fell silent again. She had not communicated with anyone for a long time and did not know how to say some things. Fortunately, the person in front of her was patient enough. Even if she did not say anything, he would be satisfied just by looking at her blankly.
!!“After that fire, I took my anger out on you. It was my fault. Lu Feng, the people who harmed you were Lu Guo and Mrs. Lu. You didn’t do anything wrong.” Zheng Wan opened her mouth again and apologized for what had happened more than ten years ago. “You were also in pain at that time. My anger made the situation worse. It was my fault. ” At that time, she was still very young. She had lost her daughter and was burned to the point of being disabled. After her mental breakdown, she vented all her negative emotions on Lu Feng. She was even filled with hatred and regretted marrying Lu Feng. Now that she thought about it, Lu Feng was also a victim. She had only lost her temper unscrupulously because he was closest to her.
“No, you don’t need to apologize to me.” Lu Feng’s voice was trembling. His eyes were red as he said, “It’s my fault. I knew that they had wild ambitions. I didn’t protect you well.”
“They’re the ones who are crazy. It’s not your fault.” After experiencing the settling of time, Zheng Wan’s past madness had been tempered and mellow. Her tone was tolerant. This time, she was silent for a longer time. After a while, she pinched the brim of her hat and said, “After the fire, you took care of me for a long time. You should know my condition.” Her fingers turned white, but she still slowly removed her hat.” More than ten years have pa.s.sed. I don’t know if I’m even uglier now. Lu Feng, I’m disfigured. I’m no longer the beautiful Zheng Wan.”
As the hat was removed, Zheng Wan’s face was finally revealed. It was terrifying. The skin on her face was mottled and distorted. It was the marks left behind by the fire. Lu Feng was not the only one torturing himself all these years. Zheng Wan also had a face that looked like that of a malicious ghost. She was immersed in pain, using self-torture to atone for her sins. She was not a qualified mother. She could not protect her daughter well. Her daughter was so small and soft, like a cute s...o...b..ll. She was extremely obedient. She had only been a month old. But she would purse her lips and smile sweetly when she saw her.
“You’re coaxing me again.” The corners of Zheng Wan’s lips curled up into a faint smile. A moment later, she stretched her hand and said softly, “I hope you can consider it seriously. It’s been more than ten years. We’re not the same as before. Don’t let your emotions affect you… So, are you still willing to give me flowers in the future?” Her lifeless eyes stared at Lu Feng silently. In the past ten years, it was not that she had not guessed it, but it was also not that she had not noticed it. It was just that he was unwilling to say it, so she did not ask. They had once truly loved each other and were so familiar with each other. How could she not feel anything?
Lu Feng did not expect this to happen. Zheng Wan did not hate, blame, or throw a tantrum at him. Instead, she asked him if he still wanted to send her flowers.
“Yes! Of course, I want it!” Lu Feng suppressed the joy in his heart and placed the flower in Zheng Wan’s hand with trembling hands. “I hope you can be happy. I hope that this happiness is given to you by me.”
Zheng Wan put on her hat again and held the bouquet. She lowered her head and sniffed it gently. At this moment, it was as if time had turned back. She was still that beautiful and light girl, innocent and carefree.